How's life really?

Hi, hello! how are you? I hope you're doing fine despite of the difficulty we are all dealing right now, I hope you have someone to talk to when things are becoming too overwhelming, or if you're too anxious with what's happening around you I hope you can find that peace of mind that you really need the most. Whatever your experiencing right now please hang in there, and remember that this too shall pass. 

It's been three months since everything drastically change, our once carefree lifestyle suddenly are now taken away from us, and we are still in process of coping up with what's left to us. And in different levels we are all facing different kind of struggles, and problems we hope to solve or recover. 

In my case, ever since the beginning of our City lockdown I had a lot of anxious thoughts that concern about my and my family's health, about the pandemic, and any worst case scenario that has been occupying my mind from time to time. For the last three months I think I can only count the times I had a good night sleep. Hence, my creative side wasn't functioning properly as well, no matter how much I tried to doodle I really can't create something, I also have a hard time writing for my fanfic, or finish a full season series. Even my hobbies are long forgotten. To be honest, this took me two months before I can update this blog because every time I decide to write I don't know what to talk about. (even now I don't know what to talk about but I still try my best to write anything no matter how random it is). Actually, I have few things in mind about the things I want to post in the blog but then I never ran out of reason not to update during this quarantine season. ugh, excuses. 

Would you believe if I told you that what I wrote above has been in my draft since first of  July? Well, it is. I was planning to post something on this blog since July but there are many things that happened to me the past months that I'm having a hard time trying to finish this entry. 

Anyways, I can't make this post longer than I want to but maybe in another entry I can and post it on time but to be honest I don't know when will it be. Maybe next week or a week after that or maybe in a few months again.